im tired

I don't want to write anymore.
I don't want to get up and go to work anymore. I don't want to get up at all.
Listen, this isn't me here to say I'm going to kill myself, but this is to show you where my depression has gotten me. It seems that my anxiety has gotten me scared of things that haven't even happened, and my depression upset for things that have.
I'm fucking tired of waking up and doing things dude. I'm tired of having to go to the bathroom and hangout with friends on weekends. I'm tired of taking a shower and trying to eat three meals a day and of brushing my teeth. I'm tired of writing this post.